Good Lord,
I have come to understand that if
you do not play by the rules of the game
you'll end up as the loser.
i was reminded time and time again
not to see the images but curiosity strikes.
although knowing that he is by my side,
i cant seem to ignore the fact she still exist.

i ought to have confidence in myself.
keep my hands away from clicking her profile.
keep my hands away from the peektures.
seeing the happy pictures
would do my soul no good.

ARGHHHH JOHANNA.
you shouldnt have.


/get the images out of my head.
seventeen days.